Nostalgic song-sweet memories

we went out to watch the fireworks performance by France today at marina SQ, even jczjzj were all there.. just like before.. for years we had been meeting up for this simple get-together... just that the size of participants has gotten larger..

it was quite magnificent performance by France.. i will say that i think its even better than the local version from the ndp...

on the way home... we missed the bus 147 (damn those inconsiderate, self-centered passengers who refused to move back) ended up separated from yhhj... haaahha how great right...

when we finally made our way back to hg.. we had supper at blk401.. out of the blue jjd to mi abt how he stumbled across my late frens friendster acct... there are still people who actually post commets onto her profile...

when i was home ... i suddenly had this urge of looking back again at her frozen blog @livejournal .. its still the same as before...the day i learn the bad news of her depart.. i was suddenly reminded of the sad memories of losing her... though earnestly we were not even close frens to begin with.. but i still miss her.. a sudden burst of emotion from the bottom of my heart sort of teared me...

i was listening to the song sweet memories by olivia.. it jus happened to dipicted what was going thur me when i was reading the blog... i really missed her at times... i missed the times when we were younger... back at hgsec.. mi nic n jjd doing that stupid business proj with that teo bee lan...
i know that its impossible to go back in time... live back those sweet carefree fun moments.. and also.. to see her once again.. my impression of her is slowly fading away... i regreted that i didnt take jus a min of my life to jus drop her a msg of "keep in touch" or simply " helo! long time no c.. meet up soon"... all i could rmb is our last meeting outsidethe staff room for the proj.. how shameful : (


PS: as a interesting note.. our eccentric hc fall flat on his back jus this afternoon.... as according to our dearest jjd.. he had quite a clumsy fall with legs all straighten out... sounds funny anyway!

Great

you see.. it has been yrs since i last had chalet.. i rmb clearly the last one was 19th dec of 2006... and it has been a long time since i wanted to know more ppl n know them better..

what i meant is that .. i had outlook the importance to just stick to a single clique... staying loyal to it... it actually came only after jd's cooling attitude towards our clique... i realise that my world shld nv be centered jus abt them... it became clear to mi that i must expand my social network.. n not just that... it must also be deepened..

since a week ago.. i have not stop reminding myself how great the chalet was... it was seriously pure fun and laughter.. the kind of fun that i will consider as more than mere joy... i got to know jc n zj better in person.. and not jus that.. hc n zj(girl) and xr also... it felt more like a holiday overseas..

maybe its also abt the feeling of being included.. and look after... a new clique perhaps... it another indication that my life is moving forward.. i know that such experience will nv occur again cos they r going army le.. maybe not so soon at least..

but still i will nv forget the slpless nights of games of guessture and animal game...

Thanks...!