jus 2 days back i was having a chat with robot... ahah.. seriously hes very cute...not in the gay sense... but rather like how a little boy looks at a soft toy... anyway... he was telling me how his primary, sec and jc school days were like when he was asked ...
"ah... freak... that crazy women(pri sch form teacher) always gives piles of homework ... such that i can only slp at 12 or 1 am everyday..."
"253 is my PSLE score"
"freak! only got 7 pts... compared to others i am average"
at that time i was reminded of how i used to think of my life... a screwed up game of sudoku ... due to jus 1 wrong move at the beginning ... resulting in more mistakes... such that its impossible to pin point where they are.. the only thing left on the list to help is to erase everything... and start a new... but how is that possible in real life.. its not possible that i can reverse the time back to my pri school days ... for many times ... i had always been feeling regretful of this... i always tot that if that can happen... i may even be a scholar..!
giving it a second tot... i suddenly realise that... my tot may be flawed too...
least i can proudly announce to the world that i had a wonderful childhood and teenage! shldnt i be more gratful for that..?! the ans is YES... least i enjoy my life... i was never forced to do homework "like a sec school student"... i nv knew how stress felt like when i wastaking my psle... least i get to go hougang sec... which happens to be one of the happiest part of my life till now... if not for that i wounldnt get to know them my buddies...
though i understand that paper qualifications will follow u through one's life..but guess the influence will not be any where comparable to that of a going-to-be 8 yr friendship...
all i have to do now is work hard for a better, brighter tml... afterall life is abt the management of joy and happiness...instead of blaming my parents for not bringing me up well... i shld thank them for give mi a wonderful childhood that is free of stress...
THANKS MUMMY and DADDY.. love u all
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