mesmerized

Recently an old friend came back from Canada.. and so we had this small reunion with all the old classmates.. oh my... since the day we grad from hg sec.. we freaking years had passed.. on top of that we are approaching our 20s... and that equates to being old!!!! ahhhhh... then

but it was a very nice meeting.. altogether 15 of us attended.. we had dinner at the settlers cafe..the outing actually struck a thought in me.. whats the reson for why people are always so mesmerized by the past... experiences and events in fact... and is always longing and eager to relive them..

then just a few days later... some of us decide make a trip back to hg sec... we had long long chats with all the teachers... like as if they are our friends... at that point of time... i felt this weird and strange sensation.. such that one will felt thankful to be alive and it doesnt stop there.. every sec spend is fully utilize and pure enjoyment... the word for it is MESMERIZING.... just like any typical dude.. sometimes i really hope that time can just freeze.. and for me it will be my secondary school days.. but humans are just some stupid idiots who never appreciate what they get to own.. until they lost it.. sometimes the lost can be lifelong.. and at times for a short while.. and soon returns to the owner.. but one thing for sure.. youth and time will never pity on us.. least i think i should be glad that my youth is a beautiful one, surrounded by many friends and good memories..

it was so sweet... fond ... and mesmerizing .. so that i felt like i am talking to the XX i knew 4 yrs ago... and as if that four years had never been there st all.. and that it was only just yesterday that we left that place... i am hereby to say a big thanks to anyone and anything that is responsible for the sweet memories