today lots of thoughts have actually went through my mind... heard abt the reason why ji mei was so busy with recently... someone close to her had passed away... as according to ji mei her aunt is a very head strong and independent women... one fine eg is as such: on the actual days of her operation and on days when she was discharged, she took public transportation on her to the hospital.. and ALONE... thats really amazing.. if i were in her shoes, i guess i would have been doing otherwise... and definitely not alone.. cause i think i would have that kind of courage to face the battle alone... ji mei cried... alot... so much that at some point of time... i really cant hear whats she is saying...
"life is really so short... (sob.. sob...) we should really treasure it.. and always full of surprise.. the next moment someone will just disappear from your side without a word" thats is roughly what she had said.. (not exact)... hmmm.. yea thats very true.. thinking of that.. we also talk abt HiLow... and we came out with this together... HiLow really has nothing better to do... than to make a mess out of our friendship and esp our life.... think she ought to and a day off and just sit facing the mirror to do some reflection on her current life... why make it miserable when u have a choice to brighten it.... life is short... so we should live it without any regret.. dun you think so too.. of i do understand that its easy said than done.. but we can always work towards that goal..
guess its also think to point out this.. heard about how wj is doing in army.. i always thought that he is doing not bad .. at least a sergeant.. but it turn out very different... rumored he fake depression... and down pes to a storeman from a technician... which is huh ... and i found out also that he has became anti social .. hasnt been keeping contact with hy so often like in the past ... he used to be so sunshine and vain.. haha... but now he is a totally changed man.. looking at myself now... i felt total relief... i am no longer in that stage anymore.. though i used to be during my bmt n trainee days.. during those days... the 1st person that comes to my mind is my mum... and take my mind off thinking about my younger days when i am a mummy's boy... i know ii can never reverse time back to then.. so all i can hope is that i can give all the best i can to her... cos you won;t know when who's journey in life is going to end.. just like what ji mei said.. treasure life...
as of now... i really look forward to ORD.. it has been a very long time since i get to enjoy long holidays.. i felt the urge to bring my life forward.. a lot more...
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